Aj..

finalflesh asked: I love you, best friend.

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Dear me,
Get fucked. I hate you and think you are a piece of rotting white shit. You are a fuck up and deserve hell.
No love here, me

as far as I am concerned there is only one person I can truly trust (other than my family).

Rach. You are the only person I trust. You tell me the truth. You tell me in a way that isn’t spiteful or rude. You never make me feel like an areshole. I would be lost without you.

I am from this moment.. never trusting anyone again.

You can get fucked. I’m sick of being treated like dog shit because you are so uptight about everything and lie about things when asked.. I don’t think I have ever been this angry. I’m about ready to crash my car into a brickwall.. I’m hurting.

so i am pretty sure that i have half moved into my parents house.. again.

i am enjoying it though.. i am just putting all my books on my shelves. I am definately missing a few. have to find them or I will be a sad cookie.

also.. my favorite Audrey Hepburn clock fell and smashed into a million pieces. ouch. that hurt. so to make myself feel better i ordered a new clock. it is a big red heart with huge diamond thingers and it is heaps shiny. happy with that.

cleaned out most of my clothes.  just over the old aj. i want to be the aj i am.. i am just not sure how to get her out.. ‘scuse me.. ahem, aj can you come out? Is this a bad time.. i er.. I can.. umm I can come back? No? Are you there? Ohhh tay’

anyway. i am a bit of a doof. i had an argument with a random boy because he had a go at me and a friend for loving marilyn monroe. i was quite proud of my answers and clearly won the debate. i do not mind people not liking the things i like but i hate it when they dis it and have no respect. instead of saying ‘oh they are shit’ say ‘ohhh yeh, i’m not really in to them but i do like such and such’.. got it??

pretty sure i am having a little random rant. by the way.. pud got annoyed because i was scratching her ear and chin and then tried to play with her and she got mad so she attacked me.. nice blood. of course she was forgiven to minutes later when she got her cute sleep face on. dang animals. why am i so soft for you? i can’t look at an animal without wanting to love it to death. especially the ugly ones.

speaking of ugly.. i would love a hairless cat. they are freakin cute. no hair no mess. soooooft ehehe but Tassie is too cold for the likes of those beauties.

spoke to a friend about moving out with her at the end of the year and would like  our dear rachy to come too.. we don’t think it is really a good idea.. it would be like an animal sanctuary rather than a human dwelling.. two dogs, two cats and then perhaps bunnies and guinea pigs, rats, mice, ferrets, birdies and fishies.. Yep crawling with creatures.. but perhaps we would all be alot happier with that.. provided they don’t follow natures call and eat each other.. ooer..

otay so i think i have pretty much bored you to death.. and i don’t imagine anyone is even going to read this anyways. goodnight.